My eye make-up is smeared, great streaks of acid green and black across my face.

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I had a small fight with the company of the internet dating site the other day.

They charged me for a renewal of my membership, without asking. Just sent me an email that they did it.

And I had decided that I didn't want that shit anymore.

So I called them and was all: "WTF?! Gimme my money back! Your site sucks!"

And the only refunded half the money, but better than nothing.

It's a stupid policy and I told them as much.

~

I think Chris is falling to the wayside.

We'll see.

He seems unhappy that I haven't slept with him yet, but I don't feel like it, so why should I?

Why should I?

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My lover from up north actually showed up the other day. I got no more than a kiss and then he dropped me at the train station to make my own way home.

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Love sucks. No more for Rosie.

I hate it all. It only ends in heartbreak and misery.

I'll be responsible for my own happiness, thank you.

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Rosie.

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