I made a mistake driving today. It wasn't anything big. But I scared my roommate enough that she made me stop driving. I feel bad about it. I've been hiding in my room. I apologized, and she apologized (in true Canadian form), but I'm still hiding. My self-confidence...it's so fragile. It flops between super confident, and totally not confident, like a dying fish. Especially about driving. I've been trying really hard. I can't afford driving lessons, so I've been convincing my roommates to let me drive their car. I feel like less of an adult because I don't have my license. I have one month before I leave on my contract. I *must* have my license by then. But I just want to hide in my bubblegum pink bed and hold my teddy until I feel confident again. ~Rosie.
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