I just got an email from a guy who, while I was attracted to once, I have since opened my eyes to who he really is. And it makes me shudder. He doesn't seem to have changed at all since I saw him last, over a year and a half ago. I like to think I constantly change. I *feel* like I constantly change. Or parts of me do. Just...ugh. I got slimy creepy crawleys up and down my spine. And he's going to be at 12th Night, too. Gods. I will work hard to avoid him. At least now I have other friends in the barony. Uuuugh. Unfortunately, I would very much like to see the people he'll be coming down with. *sigh* Funny story: He was one of the first people I met in Red Deer. He warned me away from this other girl, saying that everybody just humoured her, and she was really annoying. Yeah. I like her better than I like him. I find him considerably more annoying than her. She's actually very sweet and reasonably down to earth (and respectful, which is not something I can say with a lot of truth about him). People are so fuckin' weird. Anyway, I have baking and painting to do. . Rosie.
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