I was sitting in the livingroom-kitch just before I came to the library, eating toast, and I was suddenly really, really afraid.

I can't explain it, but an unconceivable terror gripped my chest, squeezing, and my heart sped up and my blood thundered in my ears.

I was eating TOAST for godssakes, by myself, in my apartment.

My heart is still fluttering in my throat, and I can't explain it.

I don't know why I'm like this.

I wish life were simpler.

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Rosie.

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