Well, I finally released some of my sexual tension. Not sex. Still on period. Getting there, though. Loren and I had a talk last night, after I was finished with him. I told him that when we haven't done anything physical in a week or longer, I start worrying whether he still finds me physically attractive. "I'm not with you for your body," he said, stroking my hair ever so slightly. "It's just a super hot added bonus." "Yes, I know," I sighed. "But I still worry." "You shouldn't worry about what other people think of your body." "I think I'm hot," I said. "But I'm not to everyone. I want to be hot for you." "I'm just not very physically affectionate--" It's true, he isn't. "But I still find you hot." "See, I need to *hear* that every so often..." "Well, how about until further notice, you're hot to me." "...it doesn't really work that way. I'm unfortunately female in this respect. I need to hear it or feel it." So I don't know what'll happen now. Whether that will change, or whether it won't. Who knows. I can only hope. Damn, I adore that boy. . Rosie.
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