So I was checking my email at okcupid.com (not for any particular reason other than habir), and they have this box on your front page that lists your 'stalkers'.

I'm not even kidding. It the 'Who's stalking you' list of people who've viewed your profile recently.

And I noticed one guy who was, like, 30.

And my immediate reaction was:

"Eeeew! Old guys checking me out!"

Until I remembered Paul is even a little bit older than that.

Yeah. I need to shut my trap.

It amused me, though, so I wrote about it here.

It's weird spending two weeks in very close company with him, and then not seeing him for a couple days.

Makes me lonely.

Not lonely to be all cuddly and shit.

Just...I like to be near him. I like reading my book on his couch while he plays computer.

I like kissing him before I go to sleep, and I like feeling his body next to me (even though Paul says I kick him in my sleep; personally I think he's just a really light sleeper).

If I weren't so messy, I would have tried moving in with him.

As it is, I have a toothbrush and pillow at his place, and my own drawer in his dresser. Heck, I even have a stack of porn at his place.

I wish he were messier, or I were cleaner. I would like to move in with that boy.

I just miss him so.

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Rosie.

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