I'm scared.

I don't know if I can do it.

I cried last night. It was a bit of a relief.

Whom ever I try to talk to asks, "But why are you scared? Why don't you just do it?"

A myriad of things.

A myriad.

There's so much I'm giving up.

So much I'm losing.

So much I've lost.

I'm mourning the good times, whilest realizing although it hurts, this is best for both of us.

I'm afraid I'm going to chicken out.

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Rosie.

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