I can feel myself slipping into depressed crazy-exgirlfriend mode, and I'm biting my tongue hard to keep from saying anything crazy/stupid.

I'm hurting and I'm confused, which makes me kind of angry, and I don't want to be angry. Or hurt and confused, for that matter.

I'm down to crying once a day, unless something untoward happens, like he comes back to town unexpectedly.

Now I've back-slid a couple days of emotional healing.

Dammit, Paul. Dammit.

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Rosie.

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