Okay, yeah. I'm jealous of Loren's new friend Ellie.

How can I not be?

She's petite, and pretty, and her hair is longer than mine (which is a feat, because mine's down to the crack of my ass).

And when she showed up at the bar last night, Loren ignored me to talk to her.

Ouch.

She's 'just a friend' apparently.

Yeah.

I wish he hadn't told me about her, even if she is just a friend. And I wish he hadn't invited her to the bar.

I wish, I wish.

I wish he'd asked me to stay the night last night. I wish he'd kissed me in the car.

I can wish a lot of things. Unfortunately, none of them happen.

Ah, stupid life.

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Rosie.

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