After our great long talk yesterday, he mentioned he was going to see a play with Allison and James, and asked if I wanted to come see it too.

I decided I would.

And oh, was he at his hunkiest last night. Fair took my breath away. I mostly held it together, though.

It came up somehow that he was planning a trip to Europe next summer. I had not heard about this plan, and the realization he's slowly weeding me out of his life was depressing.

It was good to see him again, albeit painful.

He is the last thing I think about before I sleep, and the first thing I think about when I wake up.

Stupid boys.

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Rosie.

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