My default emotion is slipping into angry these days.

Angry at Paul, angry at myself.

I don't know what to do. I don't like being angry.

I'm trying to stay social, because when I'm interacting with other people, I'm less angry.

It's hard, though. Loren showing up, with his new girlfriend, reminds me of so much heartbreak.

I want to cry and throw up all over again.

This fucking sucks.

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Rosie.

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